Bother

Haven't smoked in 4 days. That's something to be proud of I guess. Why do I even bother? No one reads this. I don't know. I guess it's good for me to get stuff off my chest.

Walking.

As I walked through the mall today listening to Mushroomhead I started to get pissed off for no reason. I hated everything and everyone around me. I sat and watched people walk by with their odd quirks and habits and I realized that humanity as a whole is worthless. I don't want to live in this world anymore but I refuse to take the cowards way out..

End.

I want everything to end. I want nothing to exist. Not me. Not you. Nothing. I want to be 6 feet underground. Maybe then I'll be at peace..